I have been on a rollercoaster of intense experiences since I got to Tel Aviv. Experiencing moments of intense emotion and experiencing moments of mystic ecstasy. Experiencing insightful encounters and vast void. From my experience in the Kotel in Jerusalem one day, to a powerful encounter on the beach an other day.

Somehow people keep reminding me of what it is I am looking for in life. Somehow people feel the need to come up to me and tell me the story they think I need to hear.

The day after my experience at the Kotel I went to the beach in Tel Aviv. At some stage a man came up to me and apologized. There was something he needed to tell me. He had seen me on the beach the week before, but my energy somehow did not allow him to come over yet. He told me I have a big and strong aura with a light blue colour. It means I am creative and creating trough writing. However the important message he needed to tell me was about me being ready for the next step. I should not be afraid. The old is safe but I need to take the next step. I am a very soft and loving person and caring a lot for other people, but I am very hard on myself. I should give myself more credit for what I have already achieved, cause I have a long list of achievements. Try to enjoy the road more and not focus so much on the goal. Things change and are always moving and shifting. So what really is the goal? I talked with this man for 45 minutes, I got emotional, I cried and I had a huge release of heaviness that I have felt hanging on my shoulders for ages.

The next two days I was in the land of vast void. No thoughts, no emotions, just silence. Walking around in a pure state of oneness, peace and contentment. Breathing deeply and consciously. Aware of the coming and the going, the in and the out, the dark and the light. Everything is perfect, every thing is playful, and every thing is connected. Happiness only when we share. The sharing is in everything. In the road, the song, the stones, the sun, the sea and the sand. There are no real problems. There is only perfection.

A day after my void experience I had another encounter. Someone suddenly told me about the one important thing to remember. It lies in our heart. People often mistake happiness for being rich and having material gains, like a big car and a big house. I can have 1 euro and another person 10 Euros. The last one will feel richer. However, I can have 10 Euros but if the other one is having 100 Euros I will not feel much richer than when I had 1 Euro. It is not in the richness, it is how rich you feel in your heart. True happiness comes trough feeling rich in your heart and not trough gaining material things.

Now, just coming back from a trip in the dessert, my battery is reloaded, my thoughts still calm and my face more relaxed. Everything around us, every person, they all have a gift for us. When we become aware we notice how every day we receive hundreds of gifts from nature trough recharging our battery and powerful encounters trough meeting people. Life is full of surprises and gifts. When we become aware and more open we receive even moreֹ